Grief and Happiness

Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind.

Let’s start with happiness!  It’s Friday and I’m thrilled to recharge. Our school is moving to a four day week starting this fall and this thrills me!

Educators have it rough. While I LOVE what I do, most people don’t realize the sacrifice educators make for their students and school.

Out of pocket expenses, unpaid mandatory training and after hours work and engagement make many teachers burn out. Teachers might get a paycheck all year but that is ONLY because their 10 month contract has been stretched out.

Moving to a four day week will allow our educators to recharge, have plenty of time for planning and supplement the low pay.

On the flip side, my dad passed away on Monday.

Four weeks ago we learned of his illness. Shock, tears, sadness and pain have intermingled with sweet moments happening in my life.

Thankfully he passed peacefully and is no longer in pain. But I will miss him so much and am still somewhat in denial.

I am currently teaching PE because when I was 19 years old and needing to choose a major, he came up with the idea. I can honestly say I would not be teaching had it not been for him.

I have other interests and passions too and it makes for a fulfilling life.

I am so incredibly grateful to him and all he did for us.

Intense Grief and moments of happiness have been the themes for the week. That’s the first thing that comes to my mind.

2 thoughts on “Grief and Happiness

  1. Ronda Vick's avatar Ronda Vick

    Oh Kim, my heart aches as I understand well the grief you’re feeling. As grief ebbs and flows as time moves forward after the passing of a loved one, I’ve learned that it wouldn’t hurt so much had we never loved so much. So powerful to think of how grief and love are so intertwined together. Heartbreaking and yet beautiful at the same time. May your heart be comforted with deep peace as you navigate this newness in your life. Much love to you my friend. ❤️

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